Musings from Poe's Daughter

The musings and misadventures of a strange and unusual girl.

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Outfits, Outfits, Outfits!

I've been meaning for some time to begin making outfit posts here. I just rarely take the time to take proper outfit pictures and as you can see, I'm not exactly skilled at it. But hey, we all must start somewhere. So here we go.


Today I wore one of my most recent thrifting acquisitions - this Puritan-esque black velvet dress. It makes me feel as though I should be churning butter somewhere, and I like it. It's not fitted, it falls mid-calf, it's a hair too big. In short, it's almost awkward and yet I love it dearly.
Dress: thrifted
Boots: blue velvet Arizona boots, JC Penney


For my birthday event in December {the "theme" of which, if there was one, was "Sad Dead Poet's Society" which was mostly a reason to indulge in Death In the Afternoon and sway to some favourite music), I went nu-goth-meets-trad-goth in a dark Mary Poppins ensemble.
Dress and boots: Forever 21
Bat handbag: Restlye.pl
Hat: Charlott's Antiques

Speaking of my antique store find, a better view of this, my new favourite hat.


From sometime in November, one of my favourite casual/lazy day outfits: black velvet leggings, oversized sweater.
Sweater: JC Penney clearance rack some time ago
Leggings: Forever 21
Black oxfords: Target
Bowler hat: Ebay
Necklace: Old Navy
Bracelet: Craft show on the Riverwalk years back


For 1313 in November, another thrifted black velvet dress. I love how very late 80s this is, shoulder pads and all.
Dress: thrifted
Boots: Doc Martens


I do intend to post outfit posts more frequently. Lately I've been slacking on dressing up at all.  I suppose I've been in a bit of a slump, emotionally, and it's taken its toll on every aspect of my life. But I'm working hard to overcome that. 

Until next time, darklings!

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Birthday Reflections

As I get older, I find that my birthdays bring about contemplation. This year I've been marveling over how much one's life can change, and how much one person can remain the same.

Two years ago today, I had just finished celebrating my birthday as a truly single woman - no fiances, no boyfriends, not even a complicated romantic entanglement - for the first time in a decade at least. At long last, I had made my peace with the idea that romantic love was simply not meant for me. I would have a life filled with friends and adventures and constant travel. The wind would be my home, and when I was old and feeling alone, those memories would be enough. But there would be no great love story for me.

By the next spring, I was married. In a matter of months, the entire course of your life can change. Everything you thought you knew can change. So here I sit, two years later, getting used to how it sounds when someone asks my age and I tell them "thirty-two" while my husband sleeps in the next room and I sip coffee with a dog sleeping at my feet. There is a great love story for me after all.

But as much as things can change in a matter of moments, so they can stay the same for years and years and years. I think of this because I received a text message on my birthday, "Happy birthday to one of my favorite goth kids." That one really made me smile. Twenty some-odd years have gone by and I'm still the spooky girl in all black, watching "Beetlejuice" and wanting to be Lydia, reading ghost stories, dancing to the Cure. Surely my take on gothic style has changed over the years; but my love for all things black and velvet and lace, for dark eyes and blood red lips, for black hair teased high and V-point bangs, those things have not changed. And now, as I find myself firmly in my thirties, this thought comes as a comfort. That as much as life can change, and we with it, there can be some part of you that is eternal. That has always been what it is, and always will be.

So! As I still recover from the revelry of my birthday celebration Friday night, I raise a toast to the strange kids who grew to be strange adults. To the artists who never let life take from them the passion to create. To those who are who they are, without apology. To those who will not compromise what they are and what matters to them because the world tells them that they should.





We are the music makers,
And we are the dreamers of dreams,
Wandering by lone sea-breakers,
And sitting by desolate streams;—
World-losers and world-forsakers,
On whom the pale moon gleams:
Yet we are the movers and shakers
Of the world for ever, it seems. 
( Arthur O'Shaughnessy) 

Cheers!

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

It's Never Too Late for a Halloween Post

It's been quite a while without a post for me. I'm not sure why. I've meant to post long before and it just didn't happen. I particularly wanted to make a Halloween post and as such, I have decided that two weeks is not too long overdue. So, without further ado, a look at Halloween this year.

With busy schedules and continuing migraines, I never properly decorated for Halloween this year. Bad bat, I know. Still, I did make sure to get a few decorations put out on Halloween night. The result was a tiny graveyard scene. 



As for my costume, I had several different ideas, but in the end, I went with my take on the Phantom of the Opera. It started with this mask:

I added some gloves, a favourite blouse that I found at a thrift shop some years back, and my Azrael's Accomplice Elegant Belle skirt (which I absolutely adore and highly recommend, by the way) and I was ready to go. I worked half a day, handed out candy at home and finally made it out to the club for a bit before turning into a pumpkin. This costume made it comfortably through all of that and I received many compliments on it.

 

All in all, despite being a bit more low key than I had anticipated (and much more low key than last year's celebrations), I had a wonderful Halloween!

And now, as a bonus, a picture of my Halloween costume in 2003. The skirt for that costume was vinyl, the remnants of my vinyl ballgown from senior prom. Oh how I miss that skirt!


Until next time, darklings! 

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

A Spooky Home Is A Happy Home: Halloween Bathroom

Hello again darklings. It's been some time since I've updated. I had planned a serious post about my recent slump. But alas, I'm in too joyous a mood to ponder such things now. Why so happy, you ask? Well, I have food, shelter and love. Not to mention, it's almost Halloween! 



Ok, perhaps it's not almost Halloween, but we are under one hundred days away, and some stores have already set out their Halloween wares. For me, that means prime houseware shopping season has officially begun! Of course, most of our home has a delightfully Halloween-esque feel year round with perfect little flares and touches everywhere. But the main bathroom is where the Halloween spirit is truly kept alive all year long, for the theme of the main bath is Halloween!

Recently I had removed all of my decor from the bathroom while we re-arranged and fixed a few things, but now it's all in perfect order again. Not just that, but over the weekend, I was able to pick up a few more goodies and add them to the mix. It is with great pride that I share with you my Halloween bath!


An overview of the main features: orange walls, lots of jack--lanterns-and black accents, Halloween handtowels, and lamps and candles.


From left to right: small jack-o-lantern lamp, yard sale; large jack-o-lantern totem lamp, gift from a friend; vase found in my aunt's house filled with bat-and-twig piece from Michael's; jack-o-lantern candle holders, Garden Ridge; various other items, Target, thrift stores, yard sales, found, etc. 


When the lights go down, everything really comes to life. 


Black and orange towels complete the look. 


I think this light fixture works perfectly with the orange and black theme. 


And the faucet matches the other fixtures perfectly! 


Right now the main bath is my favourite room in the house. It's the room that feels most complete and where most of what I originally had envisioned has already been put in place. Of course, with a theme like Halloween, it never has to be completely finished, and that's part of the fun. 

What about you, darklings? What's your favorite room in your home? 

Thursday, May 9, 2013

The Beasties

It is my firm belief that a house is not a home without at least one critter of some sort to share it with. Here, we've taken that idea and run wild with it, sharing our home with five beasties who do their best to live up to that name. So, without further ado, bring on the beasties! 



This is Murphy, named for Peter Murphy, naturally.  He was adopted from the Animal Defense League in February 2011. We were looking for a smaller dog for Mum, but he perked up his ears when he saw us and it was so adorable that we had to hold him. As soon as we did, he licked everyone on the cheek and that was the end of our search. 

The last dog we'd all had was a spaniel named Paws, who loved car rides, never bothered the cats, and never ever barked unless there was a stranger at the door.  Murphy becomes ill on even short car rides, constantly attempts to play with the cats despite their protests, and barks at everything. And nothing. He's spoiled, he's defiant, and sometimes it seems he never learns. He's also the most loyal and loving dog one could ever ask for. He's the best nurse dog when I'm sick, he gives the best hugs and I would not trade him for all the well-behaved, quiet dogs on earth. 

Murphy looking at the rain clouds, thinking deep thoughts. 



As best we can recall, Suki is thirteen years old. She was born of a stray at my grandmother's house just before it was sold and my Aunt Beverly, having long wanted a white cat, decided to keep her. Now you might. be thinking, "White cat? But this cat is some sort of Siamese-calico hybrid." Yes, yes she is. She was indeed a white kitten when my aunt first brought her home. But over the first year of her life, dark spots started to appear on her fur until she was transformed into the calico-white-Siamese she is today. 
Suki was anti-social and disliked nearly everyone except my aunt, so when we would come to visit, she'd run and hide. When my aunt died, my parents inherited Suki and her "sister" Mischa by default, as no one else was able or willing to take them both on. She's become much more social over the years though she can still be a bit of a snob. Unless there are table scraps involved. She loves scraps.  



Mischa has been through a lot in her eight or nine years. Mischa came to live with my aunt through a series of odd events. While my aunt was out of town, her catsitter let one of her cats, a raggedy old man named Mr. B, outside for a bit and when he had not returned after an entire day, she assumed the worst. Overwhelmed with guilt, she decided to adopt another cat for my aunt, a "consolidation cat", if you will. And thus, Mischa was brought into my aunt's home. 
Before her adoption, Mischa was in no fewer than four other homes, each of them having returned her for behaviour unbecoming of.a cat, or any creature living with other living beings. Indeed, she was a poorly socialised cat with a penchant for chewing on things. Things like walls. Whole chunks of walls. But my aunt never gave up on her. And neither did my parents when they took her in upon my aunt's passing. When I first moved home, bringing my cats along with me, I thought for certain Mischa and Wednesday would kill each other. But everyone survived and these days Mischa is a much more mellow cat who prefers sleeping and purring to starting brawls and eating walls. 


Oh my sweet little Jasper who was rescued from the clutches of death! My cousin, seeing that a truck was about to back over this tiny little kitten, dove to the ground to rescue him. Once she had him in her hands, she knew she couldn't turn him loose on the streets, but she couldn't keep him either. Thankfully my the-fiance and I were looking for another kitten at the time. I made immediate plans to pick him up from San Antonio. From the moment we met, he was my little baby. He let me hold him for long periods of time without fussing. He would sit on my shoulder while I watched television or used the computer and would curl up right beside me for long naps. He's five now and much more independent, but he is still a sweetheart and will always be my little ginger baby. 

My precious Wednesday is often referred to as a "bear trap with fur" due to the above pose, which only seems harmless. In February 2005 on a cold and rainy night in Austin, as my ex and I were leaving our apartment, we heard from above the very loud cries of a kitten. I looked up and there was a tiny grey ball of fluff looking down at me. We took her in immediately and though I put up fliers in case she did belong to someone and had gotten loose, I was relieved when no one responded. She has always been fiesty, bordering on feral, but that is what I love most about her. Age has mellowed her only slightly. She is my little warrior princess, with a loud, shrill scream to match. When Wednesday is the one meowing, you will not mistake her for any of the other cats!

All of our beasties have quite a bit of personality and they keep things in this house interesting. There is always someone making noise or running or jumping off of something. There is always fur on everything. And I for one would not have it any other way. 

How about you, darklings? Any pets? 

Jasper and Wednesday nap on the window seat.


Feeding time

What were they looking at? Not a clue. Cats do the oddest thing. 


Wednesday, May 8, 2013

A Spooky Home is a Happy Home: Selected Art Pieces

When my aunt was diagnosed with cancer, she made it clear that she wanted her much-loved home to remain in the family if possible. My parents were looking to move soon themselves and so my aunt left the house to my mum. She passed away in October of 2008. 

It's a lovely home, built in the early eighties. Of course, it was also decorated in the eighties; so while the house itself is lovely, the choice of wall colours was far less appealing. Cornflower blue walls in the living room with a muave-and-cornflower fireplace. The master bedroom was painted a colour I dubbed mauvegenta. The walls in most of the other rooms were butter yellow. There was carpet in every room except for the kitchen. Have you ever seen carpet in a bathroom? I have. 

Above the fireplace hanged a really awful, vaguely Pollock-esque piece of popart chock full of greys, mauves, tans, and blues. My uncle, who had passed before my aunt, had some interesting tastes in decor,  to say the least. Needless to say, there was a lot of work to be done before the move.

Just as Mum and Dad were clearing out the last of my aunt's belongings and beginning remodeling, my then-relationship of nearly eight years came to an end. I left Austin, the city that had been my home for almost seven years, and headed back to San Antonio to stay with my parents. I had initially imagined my stay with my parents would be temporary, until I got back on my feet. But as we began picking paint colours and faucets and light fixtures, we all knew this would be my home too, for years to come. 

Over the next nearly two years, while I went through quite a lot of emotional changes, the remodel became a way to sort through those feelings, to express myself, and to channel my energies. Especially the kitchen. The kitchen was my pet project. What began as butter yellow walls and slate grey, vinyl-coated cabinets became voodoo green walls and black-painted cabinets. It took me weeks as I tried various ways to refinish the cabinets. Each time I failed, I had to clean up what I'd done and start at square one.  It was long and physically challenging work, but it was my project.  When they were complete, even with their flaws, I was quite possibly more proud of those cabinets than I had been of any project I'd ever done before. I put my heart and soul into that kitchen.  We all put our hearts and souls into making this house, home, even the friends who came to help paint. There are still details to be attended to, some things left to be done. But each time I look at the walls, the cabinets, the carefully selected fixtures, I smile. This house is itself a love story. 

The point of this rambling was to introduce my home and tell its story, as I plan on showing you different aspects of it in upcoming posts. At any rate, tonight I meant to focus on the art in our living room/foyer. 


Mum and I picked this out together. We both love it for the same reason. It's a simple painting, just some trees. Nothing frightening and yet the essence of the piece is subtly spooky, evoking a feeling of otherworldliness or perhaps of being in a place out of time. 


This is the piece that will soon hang in the foyer adjacent to the living room. It was found in the attic of my parents' old home. We're not certain who it belonged to or how old it is, but I knew it would fit in well here.The frame needs to be redone as it is currently brown and we want black. I love that it too has a subtly spooky feel to it despite being just a simple depiction of an owl. Both are the same tone of sepia bordering on black and white. 



Now that the trees are in place and the owl will be in place soon, we've begun thinking of our next piece, the piece that will hang above the fireplace.  We want the new piece to have the same feel - nothing frightening and yet, a subtle spookiness, a slight creepiness that you cannot quite place.  And in the same sepia, nearly black and white tone.  A depiction of an old house seems the perfect fit. I know so many talented artists that when the time comes I think finding someone to take on the project should be fairly easy. It will be a fairly large piece. For now, I've begun looking at "inspiration material" and that in itself is fun. 


House on the Hill by Thomas Young



This one and the one above are two of my favourite that I've found whilst searching for inspiration. 









I look forward to the day we can get started on this piece and all of the art I'll fill the house with in the future. 

Until next time, darklings! 


Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Greetings, Darklings!

Hello and welcome to my new blog. I'm excited to begin my foray into the world of blogging. I say "begin" although I have used Livejournal off and on for about fifteen years. Oh my goodness! Fifteen years? Does that make anyone else feel just a bit old? I remember when Livejournal was the social media of choice. I still have my old Livejournal, though my attempts to use it over the last few years have failed miserably. So, here I am, ready to try my hand at a proper blog.

So, a bit about myself.  My name is Samantha. I'm happily married. I currently reside in San Antonio, Texas, where I was born and raised. I did spend seven years in Austin and will always consider Austin home, as well. The city where I feel most comfortable, though, is New Orleans. I've never lived there, and have only visited twice, but both times I felt immediately like I belonged. I typically have a comically horrible sense of direction. But in New Orleans, I somehow always know where I am and where I am heading. It would be wonderful to live there if even for just a few years.

So what can you expect from this blog? I hope that it will be like a look inside my mind. Part diary, part scrapbook, part forum for sharing thoughts and ideas on the things that interest me and are important to me. Pictures of my outfits and makeup, as well as pictures of clothing and makeup that inspire me. Pictures of my pets, my home, my loved ones, my life and adventures. Tales of my adventures, my poetry, random musings, and reflections on life and the world. Ghost stories, tales of strange and interesting things. Links to stories, sites and blogs I like. Discussions or posts on the music I love, the books I appreciate. And as I love food and drink (especially dessert and wine or a creative signature cocktail) you can expect some discussions on those as well.

I hope you'll stick around and see what's to come. Until next time, darklings!